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The past and the present
Yet another weird week!
Despite feeling like shit on Sunday/Monday I turned it round. Tuesday was a wasted day. However, yesterday my brother finally reached Thailand, I am so fucking jealous of the little shit! (Certain he took half of my wardrobe too)
College started up again on Thursday, think I’m going to enjoy this year, get through it then earn my PT qualification. Annoyingly I also really want to go fulltime in the forces, or at least have the opportunity to be put on active service in January/May next year with 2 SCOTS Infantry. According to the platoon sergeant and captain they feel I’m physically capable, it’s just the soldiering skills I’ll need to learn. Considering I’ve just started and I’m already ahead of the game can only mean I might get the chance sooner rather than later (really don’t wanna have to wait a year).
To finish the week me and Eleanor ended up eating a fucking protein feast, food porn. Then the autumn block of my tennis business started up today. MENTALLY EXHAUSTING!
The last 2 months have been weird, controversial and successful. I’ve seen relationships start and end, pass college and gain my qualifications, started my own business, successful summer of coaching, added good strength and size training with Greg again and now to top it off I’ve now joined the army and joining 6 Scots for 3 months followed by the SAS. Training starts on Tuesday, is it weird I want nothing more than to disappear into a warzone to get away for a while?
Brother also leaves for Thailand tomorrow for a year, and it’s weird as fuck to imagine not seeing him for so long. Feel awful for my mum knowing both her sons are going to be away from home! 😔
Basically I’ve been thinking how much my life has changed in the past few months, career for the good but because of this I’m neglecting so many people I feel. No idea what to do, feel as though I’m an emotionless cold hearted cunt to most people. Luckily I just use this to get things of my chest! (Even I of all people have feelings)
Anyway, despite everything going on the I’m still one motivated mother fucker and my main aim is to still make my old man prouder than he could have ever imagined🙋
Started my own fitness business since my last post (Obviously despite the stress I passed the course). 9 weeks in, client base going well!